belanja makan

dlm minggu lepas..sy ader kaunsel sorg uncle ni..ajar cara gune pen insulin memandangkan dier bru 1st time nk gune..

so dgn yakinnyer sy pon explain satu2 kt dier..

cara2 nk psg pen..msukkn catridge insulin..

sebelum cucuk kne wat ape dulu..

nk cucuk kt mne..mcm mne nk dial dos gune pen..

pas cucuk kne wat ape..

dan banyak lagi..

selepas abes explain sumer..

nk kemas2 brg..dier pon tny satu soaln yg agak cepumas mcm soalan kt post E-day..

"awk sudah cinta ke belum?"

cinta?agak pelik penggunaan bhs uncle ni..

sy pon jwp la dgb yakinnyer..

"dh uncle"

pastu dier tny lg..

"awk sudah kahwin?"

sy pon jwp dgn jujurnyer..belum..

dia pon membuat kesimpulan pendek..

"ooo...sudah cinta belum kahwin"

sy senyum je la..nk wat ape lg kn...hehe..agak comel la pktn yg dier gunekn..

pastu dier ajak mkn..dier nk belanje katenyer..smgt dier nk belanje..

tp harusla ditolak dgn baikkn..lgpon lmbt lg nk lunch ms tu..kalo dh nk dkt lunch pon xnk kot..hehe..jd alasannyer..

"sy kne smbung kerja la lps ni uncle..ptg bru abes kerja"

dier pon fhm..lalu mengucapkan terima kasih..

sekian~~

maafkan aku~~

hari-hariku disini diselangi dengan..
jalan-jalan cari makanan, jumpa makanan, makan dan tidur..
jalan-jalan cari makanan, tak jumpa makanan, tak makan dan tidur..
kadang-kadang..
jalan-jalan cari makanan, tak jumpa makanan, jumpa orang, lari, penat kemudian tidur...

begitu la rutin harianku...

tapi pada suatu hari..
aku tertanya tanya...

''kenapa la ramai sangat orang masuk tempat tu?''
''ada makanan ke?''
''mesti makanan sedap-sedap, kalau tak mesti tak ramai orang''

jadi..
nak dijadikan cerita dalam entry ni..
aku pun melangkah dengan yakin ke dalam tempat itu..

memang ramai sangat manusia..
sehingga kan ada yang tak dapat tempat duduk terpaksa berdiri..

aku melangkah lagi dengan yakinnya..

tiba-tiba..

semua orang menjerit melihatkan aku..
yang duduk berdiri dari kerusi..yang berdiri lari ke pintu..yang bekerja terpinga-pinga..

aku terkejut..

adakah kedatangan aku ini tidak diundang?

aku cuba melarikan diri..

tapi aku tiba di jalan mati..

aku tidak tahu bagaimana mahu keluar dari situ..

pusing-pusing..

aku masih di tempat yang sama...

orang ramai masih menjerit..

aku terdengar suara..

''jangan takut dia tak gigit orang!!''

ye betul tu..aku seperti ingin menjerit sekali..

aku hanya ingin mencari makanan..

maafkan aku sekiranya hadirnya aku salah pada waktu dan tempatnya..

akhirnya aku berjaya ditunjukkan jalan keluar (bahasa kasar ialah dihalau)..

aku berjanji tidak akan ke situ lagi..

maafkan aku..

yang benar,
biawak..

inilah surat layang yang saya terima daripada seekor biawak (konon2 je)..biawak ni la yang melawat OPD (outpatient department) beberapa hari yang lalu..masa tu saya tgh dok dispense ubat kat kaunter..mmg terkejut la bler tibe2 org2 yang tgh tggu turn amik ubat jerit..ingt ape la yg jadi..rupe2nyer biawak..tipula kn kalo sy x nebes..bnde 1st sy check ialah bahagian bwh kaunter..selamat cover full..so xde laluan utk biawak tu..so lepak je la..tp sumer org pon dh bgun2 dr tmpt masing2..sy pon rs sy ptut bgun kot..bg memeriahkn suasana..(mcm hari raya lak)..hehe..ntah pape je..tp mmg sweet memory..semua org pon tbe2 mcm terlupe ape yg dorg ptut buat..patient yg tgh tggu lme pon msti dh lupe yg dorg dh tggu lame..thx cik biawak..sy harap awk dapat carik makan kt tmpt lain..maafkn jgk kami2 sbb menakutkn awk dgn jeritan kami..sy harap awk x diapa-apakn oleh org2 ramai yg lain..awk pon makhluk Allah..sy kesian tgk awk sbnrnyer..awk nk carik makan je..xpon tmpt tggl sbb tmpt tggl awk msti dh kne musnah..huuu~~
take care ye cik biawak...

senyap x bermakna bisu~~

tetibe terfikir..patient yang kadang2 x bercakap bler kte tanya pape..malah mengeluarkan ic biler kte tny name bukan la bisu..mereka mungkin baru lepas cabut gigi..wahahahahaha!!

teringat bila ada satu patient..sy tanya nama..dier x jwp..keluarkan ic..ingtkn bisu..rupe2nyer dekat diagnosis..dia baru kne abut gigi bongsu..lalalalala~~

tp ada jgk yang betul2 senyap..xde response lgsung..risau pulak dispense biler patient membatu..angguk pon x geleng pon x..xtau la dia fhm ke x..lps abes kte ckp..dia amik ubt2..terus pergi..

ada yang byk ckp..kte nk ckp pon xleh..xpela..ckp la..sila2..

ada yang baik..senyum je..xde nk mrh2 kne tggu lme ke ape..and end dgn ucapan terima kasih..i love this kind of patient..they are cool peeps...^_^

ada yang nak ubat lebey je..kalo leh nk smpai sethun trus..huhu..xleh la cmtu..sbb bkn sorg je yg skt..rmi lg..ribu2 org lg yg skt n gune ubt yg sme..kalo bg byk kt dier abes la share org lain..org lain skt jgk..biler bgtau cmtu kt patient bru dorg fhm n x mrh2 lg..

ada yg complain umah jauh..n nk ubt byk2..maafla..ader org duduk lg jauh dr dia..bersbr la..nk wat cmne..mungkin blh usulkn bina hosp kt setiap daerah..xde la nk travel jauh2 amik ubt lg..

mcm2 perangai manusia sy jumpa sejak kerja ni..mcm2 ragam..ni x smpai sethn keje lg ni..wonder what more awaiting me in the future..~~~~~

p/s: be strong!!

they made my day~~

Scene 1

Location: Bilik Kaunseling

"saya tengok awak senyum saya rasa sudah sihat, tak perlu makan ubat-ubat ini semua"

"pen ni boleh guna untuk menulis tak?'' (merujuk kepada pen insulin)

Scene 2

Location: Kaunter Ekspres Outpatient Department (OPD, kaunter dispense ubat utk pesakit luar)

"eh?so fast ah?u prepare my medicine already?so good one..u guys doing thing very quick..thank you thank you.."

Scene 3

Location: Kaunter 2 OPD

after dispensing the medicine to one of this patient..the patient signaling sumthing to me..he shows me some candy (Nano-nano)..he shows sign of drinking..he points at his lip..he do thumb down..he points at me..he do thumbs up..and giving me some of the candy...then he go..

p/s: even without words..action do speaks louder..i just smile..^_^

I love my job~~

What comes after C?

D!!

Say it twice!

DD!!

yeah!!!that's what i did almost for the whole day today..DD stand for Dangerous Drugs..

DD constitute of drugs that may be abused by some people..some example of DD are Morphine, Ketamine, Midazolam, Diazepam etc.. In hospital, these drugs can be used either as sedatives or pain killer..Since it can be abuse, it needs tight monitoring..

• to be stored in locked cupboard..
• to be recorded all the inward or outward movement..
• the record books to be checked regularly (daily basis)
• amount left in record books MUST tally with physical stock

and all those tinny-minny things..

luckily later that evening i had 2 other cliques helping me with the DD stuffs since i can't move faster with the recording, counting and supplying those drugs to the wards..

then, i follow my clique to do some counselling to the patient..counsel on the technique of using the inhaler (for asthma patient)..

One of the patient : we had some language barrier because he can't speak Malay and was not well verse in English..he only understood "sikit-sikit" of Malay language that we had to get his friend (one of the patient too) help to translate to him..however, it did not work too..assessing his technique of using the device, it was poor..so, follow up with the patient would be crucial..pity him that he can't understand us and we can't understand him too..huuu~~

then we went to have a look at one patient who had been reported experiencing adverse drug reaction (ADR)..upon observing her profile and medical history, she was known to be a psychatric patient with bipolar disorder (googled to know more)..my clique whispered to me what is bipolar disorder..before i could answer, the patient explains "kadang-kadang mood happy sangat, kadang-kadang mood down sangat"..hoho..i was liked..wow..she knew about her illness..that's very good..quite funny that the patient herself explained to us her condition..i just smiled to her..^_^

Lesson: don't whisper in front of your patient..heee..^_^

trust?

nope...don't trust people easily..

I HATE THEM

I HATE LIAR

THEY MAKE MY LIFE MISERABLE

EVENTHOUGH THEY CLAIM THEMSELVES TO BE RELIGIOUS

I'M NOT TO TRUST THEM ANYMORE

LUCKILY I HAVE U ALLAH

ALHAMDULILLAH

Ya Allah, guide me and my family to the right path..show us the truth..make us strong to face all the difficulty..and most of all to have stronger faith to U...we believe that all the troubles we face are for the good and for the better for our family..Ya Allah..we really need U..help us..guide us..ameenn..

p/s : i wonder how to know a person is for true or just a fake-donkey..sigh~~

FOCUS pleaseeeee~~~

what do u feel when sum1 ask u about antiTB regimen but u cud not ans??

how will u feel when u forget the mechanism of action of the hypertension drugs??

what is in ur mind when sum1 ask the different potency of statin??

how do u feel if don't have even a single idea about the indication of a particular drug??

what is ur feeling when it seems that nothing left in ur brain..u like know nothing about any drugs u had learn before??

Me?

i'll FREAK OUT!!!

oh..this is too much..

haaa...datz more like it...=P

i had a discussion with my friend..


he asked those questions n a lot more..

n i just smiled..like this..

then we continued our discussion..

he explained...i listened n nodded (understanding)..

i asked..he answered...we discussed further...

really..my knowledge is sooooooooooooooooooo little...

and so after i had realized what had happen to my dear ''motherboard''....

i'm now more motivated to STUDY!!!!

yeay!!

thank uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu........

it is true..without experience it is quite difficult to actually master A-Z of the drugs (Ms BNF, Mr KODA and Auntie Ridiculously..u guys will definitely be my besties after this)..

so azilea....please FOCUS on what u plan to do after this..

ganbatte!!!

kisah dulu

sebnrnyer..xde idea pon nk merepek ape kt blog ni..hoho..so mjlis leeya2 semsia telah memutuskn utk mengepost one of my feveret post from my previous blog..this entry was dated on 20th of December 2006..^_^

He truly start my day with the big SMILE...^_^

Mohd Ariff Aiman

i bet u are like figuring out who on earth is that guy???hehe..

actually dis person cheered my morning today..i met him at d park near my house..i was strolling around the park..and he was coming towards me..well..i just give my sweetest smile to him..upon approaching him..he ‘hi’ me..n i ‘hi’ him back of course..after we had passed each other he said ‘bye’..i just smiled and looked back towards him when he asked where am i going..well…just answered as plain as possible that i am heading that way which was that way..hehe..

then i continued my journey which was in the park still..i heard a sound of bike behind me..i turned around and there he was..so cute..with d bike..and his friend..he told his friend that this is the cute girl he saw previously..then he said the same thing to me..as usual i just smiled..=) then i asked his name..he introduced his name and the friend..

i stopped right there and continue on walking..smiling alone..thinking of him..after all he truly had started my day with a smile..thanks ariff..=)

hehe..i think i should tell u the truth about this ariff before other rumors start bout him..=P

he is just a lil boy i met at d park..from what i looked at him..i guess he is only around d age of 6 to 8..still a young cute lil boy..yet very friendly and kind of matured by talking with some stranger to him..how sweet he is..=) never met a boy like this before..hehe..

well that was it..now stop thinking bout other thing k..for my conclusion..everyone should know the true story before predicting anything..and for ariff i wish to meet u again..comel tau dat kid..must be clever too..hehe..

p/s: hey..i got an idea..maybe i can name my 1st son as Ariff Aiman..hehe..tbe2..=P best gak kn..hehe...tenkiu2..=P

nope2..cannot la..rugi la gne 2 nme utk sorg..1st son ariff..2nd son aiman..haaa...more like it..hehe..

T_T

bru je tgk satu video ni..mak suh tgk..and so i watch..

1st impression...alalala..sweetnyer..quite a beauty lady holding a cute kitten.. tajuk video lak cm opposite..eemmmm...

suddenly that the beauty lady transform into a lunatic-super-duper-crazy-women (again i would like to refer as it) stomped onto the helpless kitten..with it high heel it squash the kitten..put the heel into the kitten mouth even the eyes..step onto the kitten lil legs..

i can't watch more..forward to the end of the video..the heel now squashing the head..blood...

T_T

i'm not posting the video here..it was so horrible..huhu..poor kitty.. knpe wujud org x berhti perut cmtu..blh x mule belai2 kitten tu..tbe2 pijak2 like bnde tu ank patung..n blh lak another person record the whole thing...

HELLO!!!

seriously i was very2 mad if that happen in front of me.. huhu.. kalo ye pon xske kucing..xperlu la wat cmtu..leave them alone..huhu..

Dear crazy peoples out there who like to treat animal badly..please do me some favor.. KILL URSELF!!u r acting like u have empty skull..no brain ok!! even animals won't do something as horrible as that... entry kali ni mybe bunyi sgt mrh..mmg sgt..huhu..geram ok.. i'm totally pissed off..huh!

cute kn..i dunno y human can be so cruel..

p/s: please love ur nature..love those creatures..let them be alive..don't torture them..they did not want to harm u or what (would an adult cat do such thing to a human baby)...please..we r human..we have brain..we have mind..we can think... use it..wisely..

i swear to myself..i'm not going to watch such video anymore..it is a trend we called as torture porn..those yg lemah smgt sgt bhy to watch such things (leh jd gila)..thx aisyah for the info..never realize bout that..

starter..

weelllll...ok..mybe i can warm up a bit by posting my previous entry in my previous blog as a starter...this post was yeared (as i don't know the date..=P) in 2007..so here we go..

~The Gardener~

emm..arini nk cter pglmn cket..yg happen smlm…itz about the gardener..tukng kebun yg keje kt kolej yg sy dok skng..kolej melati @UiTM..dh lme sy perhatikn dier..tgk dier siram pokok..mcm susah sgt dier nk jln..smbil tu kne tarik paip lg..kdg2 nmpk dier terbongkok bongkok kutip tin msuk dlm plastik..nk jual agknyer..slalu sy pk..mne la ank2 dier ni..nape bg dier keje lg..Ya Allah..Allah je tau cm ne sy rs..sedey sgt tgk dier…

1 hari..means smlm..sy ngn rumate sy Farrah on d way nk g cafe kolej..ktorg lalu kt tepi phone booth kolej..tbe2 pkcik tu tego ktorg..dier mintak tlg dailkn num ank dier..nk kol katenyer..dier ckp dier rndu ngn ank2 dier…sumer dh kawen tp dh lme x dtg jenguk dier..smtra tu sy sembng ngn dier..tnye dok mne..tinggal ngn sape..dier gtau umah dier kt sepang tinggl berdua je ngn isteri dier..ms tu jgk sy tgk tgn kiri dier..bergetar laju sgt..dlm otak sy pk msti parkinson..n mmg btol pon..

then, dh dpt kol ank dier sorg ni..tgk gaya dier ckp ngn ank dier mcm ckp dgn ank kecik je..suh mkn knyg2 n jgn gado2..bkn niat psg tlinge..tp dh terdgr skali nk wat cm ne..mmg kesian la tgk keadaan dier ms tu..dier ckp jgk dier rndu tu la yg dier kol..n ajak ank dier blk umah sbtu ni..lps tu..kol ank dier lg sorg..dier ckp d almost the same thing..yg x thn tu prktaan rndu..

nape smpai ayh yg kne kol ank ajak blk umah..sedey tgk dier..time pgg tepon tu pon tgn dier menggigil lg..kalo blh nk tlg je dier pgg kn ganggang tu..dada dh sebak nk nnges..tp sy thn je..ape plak dier rs kalo tbe2 sy nnges nt..kalo ank dier x dtg la ari ni..mmg x ptut btol..dorg ptut tgk cmne keadaan ayh dorg time tu..tp hrp2..ank2 dier bkn la cmtu..hope skng ni..dorg tgh epi kump rmi2 kt umah pkcik tu..

pas dh settle sume..dier pesan kt ktorg..pesanan yg btol2 insafkn sy..
"….dh berjaya nt tolong mak ayah dulu baru tolong diri sndri…."
sy akn pgg kata2 dier ni…

tu je la cter yg nk share arini..pape pon..kwn2 ingt la mak n ayah slalu ek…jgn abaikn dorg bler dh bjya nt..sekian wassalam…

so what do u guys think?kesian kn..tu la kdg2 ank2 ni nk kate jht xla jht..just mybe kdg2 tu pnykit LUPE tu dtg..however..pnykit to shud no ader la..lg2 dgn mak ayh sndri..kne la slalu ingt kt dorg kn2..

p/s: ape la khbr pkcik tu arini...??