saya suka post banyak-banyak dalam satu hari

this is what happen when the mood for blogging come...u'll get several posts in one shot..kebaboooom!!

rather than doing this i should have finish my unfinished business..which is...i won't say it here as it will cause severe depression as thinking of it had causes me to feel like drinking 500ml of mineral water at one go..does it make any sense at all?...naahhh..just forget about it..

now..let's talk about something happy..let me see..

happy-thought-button switch on..check!

stress-thought-button switch off..oh my..can't switch it off..it's broken!

i need a hammer..

bang!! that's more like it...

okay..now that the stress-thought-button is damage..i can now focus on my happy thought..

so...

(inhaled deeply..)

emmmmmm...

(looking upward for any cloud of happy thought)

errrrrrrr...

(biting nails...)

oh great!!

i don't actually have anything exciting to share...='(

s/s: i love my post...

p/s: s/s stand for syok sendiri...

setelah sekian lama menyepi

ye..betul kata tajuk tu...akhirnya saya kembali..

terlalu sibuk..tak sempat nak menjengah dan mengupdate blog kesayangan..

sekarang saya di department clinical..untuk station yang ini, kesibukan melampaui batas-batas norma kehidupan sebagai seorang Azilea..

ye..sangat...membuat kan saya stress..sangat..setiap weekend perlu datang ke hospital untuk menyiapkan kerja..kerana semasa weekdays terlampau banyak komitmen lain yang perlu diselesaikan...sehingga kerja sendiri tidak dapat diselesaikan..

3 bulan lagi untuk saya menghabiskan sisa-sisa kehidupan sebagai seorang PRP...tapi ilmu didada masih cetek..sangat..

assessment dan logbook belum juga selesai..ditambahkan pula dengan research...haihhh..

adakah perkhidmatan saya sebagai seorang PRP akan di panjangkan lagi????harap-harap tidak...huhu...

mengeluh pun tidak berguna..jadi..berdoalah saya semoga dipermudahkan segala-galanya...

short & sweet

Last 2 weeks i met my old buddies..not that we are really old..just some "it-have-been-so-long-we-haven't-met" friends..they are my buddies back when i was in matriculation..oh my..i really miss those fun days~~

So,

Let the picture do the talking (dengan kata lain malas nk elaborate pjg-pjg tp rajin pulak nk upload gmbr satu2..haha..)

First, there were 4 of us (from left: eyuh, liza, ina n me)

Then, came yaya the busy lady in town..and that explain why she was late..=P

Few minutes later, we met this ''artist''..hehe..it was Hani!!!

yaa...cam-whoring for a while before ina, liza and eyuh go back..

so, only three of us left..we went to The Gardens..

this is me with yaya's mouth-watering dish..heee..we talk and eat and eat and talk..until the waiter send us the bill (halau nmpk..hehe..)

it was around 10pm this pic was taken..yup..that's explain the bill sent to our table..

oh ya!ida came to the rescue at the very last minute before each of us head home..
yay!!at last we got the chance to meet LIVE!!
Thx to ida's cute bro for this cute pic of us..^_^

~THE END~

belanja makan

dlm minggu lepas..sy ader kaunsel sorg uncle ni..ajar cara gune pen insulin memandangkan dier bru 1st time nk gune..

so dgn yakinnyer sy pon explain satu2 kt dier..

cara2 nk psg pen..msukkn catridge insulin..

sebelum cucuk kne wat ape dulu..

nk cucuk kt mne..mcm mne nk dial dos gune pen..

pas cucuk kne wat ape..

dan banyak lagi..

selepas abes explain sumer..

nk kemas2 brg..dier pon tny satu soaln yg agak cepumas mcm soalan kt post E-day..

"awk sudah cinta ke belum?"

cinta?agak pelik penggunaan bhs uncle ni..

sy pon jwp la dgb yakinnyer..

"dh uncle"

pastu dier tny lg..

"awk sudah kahwin?"

sy pon jwp dgn jujurnyer..belum..

dia pon membuat kesimpulan pendek..

"ooo...sudah cinta belum kahwin"

sy senyum je la..nk wat ape lg kn...hehe..agak comel la pktn yg dier gunekn..

pastu dier ajak mkn..dier nk belanje katenyer..smgt dier nk belanje..

tp harusla ditolak dgn baikkn..lgpon lmbt lg nk lunch ms tu..kalo dh nk dkt lunch pon xnk kot..hehe..jd alasannyer..

"sy kne smbung kerja la lps ni uncle..ptg bru abes kerja"

dier pon fhm..lalu mengucapkan terima kasih..

sekian~~

E-day ^_^

kalau reject gak xtau la..heheh..

E-day=engagement day
W-day=wedding day x?
S-day=spied day..
haha..(gelak sorg2)

pape pon..thun ni mmg RAMAI sgt yg bertunang dan berkahwin..

tahniah sy ucapkan..

emm..tp dulu2 sy xde la rs seramai ni yg nk bertunang n berkahwin..ye la kn sbb skrg rmai yg sy knl yg nk bertunang dan berkahwin sbb tu la rs rmi yang nk bertunang n berkahwin..(sy mmg suke ulang2 pktn)..

oh yea!kazen terdekat yg rapat pon sudah bertunang dan akan berkahwin..wewiittt..at last smpai gak time kakak2 sedara kesygn ku..kaktina, kakyong n kaknyah..

memandangkan dlm fmily belah emak..sy adalah cucu pmpn apak yang keempat (tp ketujuh kalau cmpur lelaki..tp xnk cmpur lelaki sbb mcm x valid la sbb x sme jantina kan) selepas mereka bertiga..memandangkn jugak..dalam sedara belah ayah..sy adalah cucu atok yg mmg nextnyer ptut turn sy..jd sy la mangsa keadaan utk mnjwp soalan2 cepumas dan perak juga gangsa..

ayu biler lg? (jwpn pendek n st8 to the point: esok..)

pas ni turn ayu la kn.. (jwp dgn yakin: eh msti laaaaa...mne leh bg org lain)

ayu dah ader calon? (jwp secara x serius: rmi sgt calon nyer..tlg pilihkn leh x?)

jadi..

tu la dia..xtau nk ckp ape dh..ye..a ah..ye..yup..btol la tu..haih~~

pape pon..marilah kte berusaha dan bertawakal..insyaAllah smpai la msnyer...amin~~

p/s: tjuk post je E-day..tp bkn E-day sy pon..hrp maaf jika ada slh fhm..heheh..

maafkan aku~~

hari-hariku disini diselangi dengan..
jalan-jalan cari makanan, jumpa makanan, makan dan tidur..
jalan-jalan cari makanan, tak jumpa makanan, tak makan dan tidur..
kadang-kadang..
jalan-jalan cari makanan, tak jumpa makanan, jumpa orang, lari, penat kemudian tidur...

begitu la rutin harianku...

tapi pada suatu hari..
aku tertanya tanya...

''kenapa la ramai sangat orang masuk tempat tu?''
''ada makanan ke?''
''mesti makanan sedap-sedap, kalau tak mesti tak ramai orang''

jadi..
nak dijadikan cerita dalam entry ni..
aku pun melangkah dengan yakin ke dalam tempat itu..

memang ramai sangat manusia..
sehingga kan ada yang tak dapat tempat duduk terpaksa berdiri..

aku melangkah lagi dengan yakinnya..

tiba-tiba..

semua orang menjerit melihatkan aku..
yang duduk berdiri dari kerusi..yang berdiri lari ke pintu..yang bekerja terpinga-pinga..

aku terkejut..

adakah kedatangan aku ini tidak diundang?

aku cuba melarikan diri..

tapi aku tiba di jalan mati..

aku tidak tahu bagaimana mahu keluar dari situ..

pusing-pusing..

aku masih di tempat yang sama...

orang ramai masih menjerit..

aku terdengar suara..

''jangan takut dia tak gigit orang!!''

ye betul tu..aku seperti ingin menjerit sekali..

aku hanya ingin mencari makanan..

maafkan aku sekiranya hadirnya aku salah pada waktu dan tempatnya..

akhirnya aku berjaya ditunjukkan jalan keluar (bahasa kasar ialah dihalau)..

aku berjanji tidak akan ke situ lagi..

maafkan aku..

yang benar,
biawak..

inilah surat layang yang saya terima daripada seekor biawak (konon2 je)..biawak ni la yang melawat OPD (outpatient department) beberapa hari yang lalu..masa tu saya tgh dok dispense ubat kat kaunter..mmg terkejut la bler tibe2 org2 yang tgh tggu turn amik ubat jerit..ingt ape la yg jadi..rupe2nyer biawak..tipula kn kalo sy x nebes..bnde 1st sy check ialah bahagian bwh kaunter..selamat cover full..so xde laluan utk biawak tu..so lepak je la..tp sumer org pon dh bgun2 dr tmpt masing2..sy pon rs sy ptut bgun kot..bg memeriahkn suasana..(mcm hari raya lak)..hehe..ntah pape je..tp mmg sweet memory..semua org pon tbe2 mcm terlupe ape yg dorg ptut buat..patient yg tgh tggu lme pon msti dh lupe yg dorg dh tggu lame..thx cik biawak..sy harap awk dapat carik makan kt tmpt lain..maafkn jgk kami2 sbb menakutkn awk dgn jeritan kami..sy harap awk x diapa-apakn oleh org2 ramai yg lain..awk pon makhluk Allah..sy kesian tgk awk sbnrnyer..awk nk carik makan je..xpon tmpt tggl sbb tmpt tggl awk msti dh kne musnah..huuu~~
take care ye cik biawak...

vacum habuk~~

aaaaaachummmmmm!!!!

Alhamdulillah....

hoho..setelah sekian lme tp x bpe lme meninggal kn blog tu la jd nyer..

actually sebenarnya..aritu dh taip cntik dh utk post kt blog ni..skali ms nk post hang plak..and xde save lak copy kt tmpt lain..so mls dh nk taip blk kn..so..x terpost la ape yg ptut dipost tu..jd..berhabuk sawang2 la kt c ni..wahahaha..byk no alasannyer kn..

tp xpela..leh vacum habuk2 ni kn...

apekah merepek~~~

aduyai...dh2..g bc post lain..daaaaa~~~

they made my day~~

Scene 1

Location: Bilik Kaunseling

"saya tengok awak senyum saya rasa sudah sihat, tak perlu makan ubat-ubat ini semua"

"pen ni boleh guna untuk menulis tak?'' (merujuk kepada pen insulin)

Scene 2

Location: Kaunter Ekspres Outpatient Department (OPD, kaunter dispense ubat utk pesakit luar)

"eh?so fast ah?u prepare my medicine already?so good one..u guys doing thing very quick..thank you thank you.."

Scene 3

Location: Kaunter 2 OPD

after dispensing the medicine to one of this patient..the patient signaling sumthing to me..he shows me some candy (Nano-nano)..he shows sign of drinking..he points at his lip..he do thumb down..he points at me..he do thumbs up..and giving me some of the candy...then he go..

p/s: even without words..action do speaks louder..i just smile..^_^

alahai si ketam~~

tersebut la kisah..masa nak anta adik balik uitm merbok..jumpa kawan ayah..dia bagi seplastik ketam..

mereka sgt comel dan sumernyer masih hidup..sepit2 mereka je yg kne ikat..

nak dijadikan cerita...sebelum balik kerumah selepas menghantar adik..kami bermalam di rumah mami..

keesokan paginyer..ayah bukak la plastik tu bg ketam tu udara sikit nk bernafas..dan kami pula keluar ke pekan dgn gembira...lalalalala~~

sepulangnyer kami ke rumah mami..alngkah terkejut nyer kami..kepulangan disambut oleh si ketam2 itu..wahahahaha...

dan misi mencari ketam pon bermule...

.........bawah peti ais..........

.....belakang dapo gas......

..............bawah almari kat dapo...............

....tepi tandas....

...belakang pintu masuk umah...

ader yg diam membatu....

ader yang berlari2 (sesi kejar ketam ye disini)

banyak eko jgk la ketam yg berjaya ditgkp balik..setelah berpuas ati..sesi mencari pon berakhir..dan kami bersiap2 pulang ke shah alam..

pd mlmnyer paksu dan asyraf (sepupu) pergi melwat mami..dan of course bermalam di sne..

namun pd keesokkn harinyer..pksu menyampaikn pesanan ringkas..mereka diserang oleh 4 ekor KETAM!!!wahahahahaha~~~

pengajaran: simpan la ketam2 anda dlm baldi yang lebih tggi..

p/s: rugi lak rs x amik gmbr ketam2 yg berkeliaran dlm rumah..terlampau excited nk tgkp ketam..=P

just the way you are

i am melting and will continue to melt~~~

Occupation : Provisional Registered Pharmacist

Alhamdulillah..akhirnyer penantian berakhir juga..sekarang dah dapat tahu posting negeri mana..tapi..tak tahu lagi hospital mana dalam 10 hospital yang available kat selangor ni..jeng3x..eh..terbagitau lak negeri mana..ingt nk gtau sekali bler dah dpt tau hospital..=P

so, hospital paling dekat ialah HTAR (spt yg telah dinyatakn dlm post sebelum ni)..plg jauh pulak Sabak Bernam..dh nk msuk perak dh..aiyoyo..

ayah kate kalo saya dpt sabak bernam..boleh la dier beli ikan2 frsh..huh..ade ke patut..ikan yg dier pk..ish3x..mcam la psr2 kt umah ni xjual ikan..

pape pon we'll wait and see..berdebar kot nk keje ni..ilmu didada, kepala, tgn kaki sumer cm x ckup lg je..siap dh kne sound ngn seseorg lg suh stadi..awat la sy ni degil sgt ntah..mintak maaf ye awk..heee..sy tau ape awk ckp tu utk kebaikn sy jgk..tenkiu for the reminder...^_^

ya Allah, permudahkanlah segala urusan kerja ku nanti..aminnn...

ulat buku

duduk2 kt blek ni..berteman kn laptop..mngadap susunan buku2 dpn mata..rs nk bercerita psl buku2 yg sy penah bc..bkn la buku ilmiah pon..heee..

ms awl2 sek mengah dlu sy suke sgt bc buku Sweet Valley Jr. High..ade no 1 smpai 16..n 26 (hdiah drpd suhaila n farzana)..pstu dh stop..knpe stop ntah..sbb rs cm dh dewasa xmo la bc bku2 utk bdk2..hehe..buku tu psl kembar dua org ni jessica n elizabeth..cter dorg kt sekolah..psl kwn2..psl family..fun jgk la..dlu ms bru beli..xsmpai sehari dh abes bc..menunjuk kn excitednyer sy..=P

then, sy ader collection buku fingerprints..buku ni ade 6 siri..yg ni menarik..buku ni psl Rae yg blh bc fikiran org lain bler dier sentuh bekas cap jari seseorg..haaa..ms bc buku ni mule la berangan..bestnyer la kalo ader power cmtu..=P

nxt, novel yg ditulis oleh cecelia ahern..rsnyer rmi bc buku dier..interesting..buku pertma dier yg sy beli mstila Where rainbows end..cter psl kwn baik sorg laki n sorg pmpn..dr dorg kecik smpai tua..hehe..

lg p/s i love u..haa..yg ni sweet sgt..rsnyer korg pon tau if penah tgk cter ni kt tv..suami tgglkn surat utk isteri sblom si suami ni meninggal..surat tu la cm kuatkn smgt isteri tu utk teruskn kehidupan..

pstu ader gak buku A place called here..cter yg ni unik..here tu adlah tmpt brg2 ilang berada..cm comel la cter dier..siap ader perumahan lg tau..hehe..

pstu if u could see me now..yg ni pon best..cter psl imaginary fren..ade funny part..seronok2..best bler imagine watak2 n pakaian dorg..hehe..

yg plg baru sy ader dr cecelia ni is thx for the memories..yg ni pon menarik..kalo nk tau bc la..hehe..

pape pon ..sy sgt suke bc buku cecelia ni..best2 sumer nyer..ader part klaka..mmg thumbs up..nt nk tmbh lg koleksi dier..yay2..

lain2 buku ader lg..bykkkkk..x larat nk explain satu2..pdhal x ingt..heee..

p/s: i love my family..

posting~~

aiiiiii....

uia dh stat keje...

um dh dpt placing..

uitm bler?? (org KKM tu kate mybe tgh bln 8 or bln 9)

hoho..sgt la berdebar..pape pon hrp2 sgt2 hrp dpt kt Hospital Tengku Ampuan Rahimah, Klang (HTAR)..

did i just said HTAR?

hehe..btol la tu..huuu..dlu2 bkn main lg x ske ngn HTAR..sbb hosp tu sgt buruk n bz n rmi org bersalin kt c tu smpai Ketua Pegawai Farmasi (KPF) kt c tu gtau jgn bersalin kt hosp tu (err..ape kaitan ngn posting lak?)..aaarrghhh!!!

but thinking on the bright side..tu la hosp yg plg dekat ngn rumah tau x azilea????

xyah pk nk sewa umah if dpt HTAR..huuuu...

cm budak2 la azilea ni..dewasa la sket!!aiyaaa~~~

p/s : posting pas raya la senang..leh puase n ry puas2 kt umah ngn mak ayah n tam2..n leh kutip last minit duit ry lg..leh cuti tnpa pk nk kne amik cuti..heeeee..^_^

waiting~~

TODAY

Activity 1 : went to puspakom to settle the things with my car..

Activity explanation : que up to fill in a form > fill in the form & pay RM35 > que up for the car to be checked > wait > done > pay another RM25 > wait again to be called > wait > wait > wait > wait > wait > wait > wait > oh i can't be patience anymore > went to the counter;

'excuse me, have u done with my car?'

she was eating the jambu, picked up my car's document which was left ALONE on the table

'oh! lg satu cop n sign'

duhhh?!?!?!?!?!

how come u r so @%$!*&^()(@&^# (ckp dlm ati je)

cop n sign..THE END

Waiting time : 2 1/2 hours

Lesson : sometimes being TOO patient will lead u to waste your time..

Lesson to them : keje tu cekap2 sket leh x..haih~~

Activity 2 : Dental check up @ Klinik Kesihatan Bukit Kuda

Activity explanation : que up to register > register > wait for my num to be called 1069 current number was 1047 > wait >wait >wait > wait > wait > wait > 1068 room 2 > yay2 mine next > wait > 1065 room 1 > huh??? > wait > 1058 room 2 > what the?? > wait > 1063 room 1 > ok..another waiting test for me > 1069 room 1 > AT LAST!!!!! > went into the room > Dr check for less than a minute > DONE! > I ask the Dr;

"Is there anything more i have to do?"

"No, u r done. You can go back now."

Waiting hour : 1 1/2 hours for less than a minute procedure

Lesson : it is VERY normal in any hosp u went to..don't worry..

Lesson to them : keep it up!!

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these 2 activities made my day today...no matter what u do, where u r..when u have to wait..then u have to wait..no offense..

in my very-very near future, i'll be the person behind the counter..it will be my turn to be scold, mad, hated or any of those by the waiting people..oh my...

politeness~~

sedang sy asyik menonton cerita Meet The Robinson..tbe2..

ting tong! (bunyi loceng umah)...

ape lg la org jual2 ni nk..haih~~

ting tong!

ish..xleh tgk org sng..

eh..ank2 jiran rupenyer...nk jemput g umah ke ape?

sy pon kluar...

"akak..tlg amikkn selipar sy...tuuuu..."

"eh cm ne leh msuk dlm umah ni?"

"hehe..td main sepak2 bola..."

"oooo...nah..."

"terima kasih kakak"

"sama-sama..^_^"

comel je..main sepak2 bola smpai tercmpk selipar msuk umah org lain..nk amik sndri tp pagar umah sy susah nk bukak sket..cian dorg..hehe..

cmtu la..walau sekecik mne pon pertolongan seseorg kpd kite..ucap la terima kasih..x susah pon..sng je..kn2..hrp2 sy pon cm tu..

p/s: sopan je dia ckp terima kasih..hope kekal la kesopanan tu ye dik..^_^
melentur buluh biarla dr rebungnyer...

A.S.A.P

spjg "percutian" sy di umah kaknyah...jrg sekali sy mengupdate fb..rupe2nyer..bykkkkkkk
btol bnde kne setelkn A.S.A.P..thx to my friends...yg sgt rajin update all the
important information kt group fb kte..tnpa korg..blur la azilea..heee..

jd..esk..bermule pengembaraan utk mnyetelkn perkara2 yg x setel lg..demi ms dpn..

apkah perkara tersebut?

1st - lapor dri kt JPA dgn mnegepost dokumen2 yg JPA nk
2nd - post surat setuju terima perlantikn kpd SPA ku syg
3rd - post salinan surat twrn perlntikn kpd Lembaga Farmasi Msia
4th - medical check up
5th - sain surat aku jnji/sumpah dpn pesuruhjaya
6th - wat acc KWSP

(4th - 6th : aturan mungkin berubah)

ooooo...tp npe kne wat sumer ni?utk ape?

utk keje la..

what?awk nk keje dh?seriusly??

xcaye sudah..mls nk lyn..=P

hoho..merepek kjp..hehe..

bkn tu je..kne gak update info diri utk konvo nyer hal..tp xleh pon nk wat..xpe2..

pape pon...mulekan dgn..bismillah...^_^

gambar sekadar hiasan

Zoo~~

Date : 28th June 2010
Venue : Zoo Negara
Comment : Best!! ^_^

posto2~~

berdebar je td ms posmen dtg..dh la ms tu mmg tgh kt luar..posmen pon bg surat..sape punyer surat la ni...

tgk2..

oh..my name..

eh..from jpa (jabatan perkhidmatan awam)..

tachycardia sekejap..nk bukak td pon cm neves je...

bc2...

sile lapor diri di jpa dlm tempoh 30 hari dr tarikh surat..

laaaa...lapor diri je ke jpa ni...

haih..ter konfius skjp jpa n spa (suruhanjaya perkhidmatan awam)..

but nevermind...

penantian bersmbung lg...

nk tggu abg posmen kt luar lg la esk..heee...=P

FOCUS pleaseeeee~~~

what do u feel when sum1 ask u about antiTB regimen but u cud not ans??

how will u feel when u forget the mechanism of action of the hypertension drugs??

what is in ur mind when sum1 ask the different potency of statin??

how do u feel if don't have even a single idea about the indication of a particular drug??

what is ur feeling when it seems that nothing left in ur brain..u like know nothing about any drugs u had learn before??

Me?

i'll FREAK OUT!!!

oh..this is too much..

haaa...datz more like it...=P

i had a discussion with my friend..


he asked those questions n a lot more..

n i just smiled..like this..

then we continued our discussion..

he explained...i listened n nodded (understanding)..

i asked..he answered...we discussed further...

really..my knowledge is sooooooooooooooooooo little...

and so after i had realized what had happen to my dear ''motherboard''....

i'm now more motivated to STUDY!!!!

yeay!!

thank uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu........

it is true..without experience it is quite difficult to actually master A-Z of the drugs (Ms BNF, Mr KODA and Auntie Ridiculously..u guys will definitely be my besties after this)..

so azilea....please FOCUS on what u plan to do after this..

ganbatte!!!

now only i know..

yesterday i joined my high school gathering..the food were delicious..n the friends were awesome..really had a great nite..chatting n laughing ..update on our current life..stadi mne..dh abes ke..keje mne..all sort of similar questions..hehe..

i even get new update which was supposed to be updated earlier..like 8 years back??=P

the situation : i was talking with my form 3 classmates (I,W & N)

below are the conversation on how the secret revealed..

I: W aku tau cter kau ms pmr dlu..

W: hah2..ko jgn nk cter..snyp2 sudaaa...

I: aku nk cter jugak...korg nk tau x cmne W leh dpt math A ms pmr..pdhal exam2 biase xde la gempak pon..

W : wei..I jgn r..(smbil gelak2)

sy lak confuse dorg ni nk cter ape..while N asik tunjuk2 kt sy je..

I: W tiru azi laaaa...azi dh siap jwp..baik punyer ltk krts jwpn kt tepi meje...

W : ye la wei..aku dh xtau nk jwp..terpksa la..dh nk abes ms kot...tp aku xdpt A pon..B je..hehehehe..

Me : laaa..ye ke..gler ah..hehehehehe...serius x sdar pon bnde tu sumer...hehehehe

now only i know...rupe2nyer sy penah terlibat dlm kes tiru ms exam..ehehehe..

i wonder ape lg secrets yg sy xtau tp dorg tau...hehe..

in future to come...if ader gathering lg..like another 5 years..msti soaln dh tuka jd..ank bpe org..skrg tggl mne..keje cm ne..i wonder how my answers will be like?heeee~~

time fly like the butterfly~~ (ade kaitn ke?hentam saja lah labuuuuuu...=P)