be strong heart...

i'm crying because of u...

not that u have done anything wrong...

just that...

i feel how u feel...

i'm not as strong as u if it happens to me...

seems that u r much more stronger...

He tests u...

He wants u to be closer to Him...

He does not want u drift away...

in short...

He loves u...

me too~~

Zoo~~

Date : 28th June 2010
Venue : Zoo Negara
Comment : Best!! ^_^

manusia~~

masa tadika dulu,
x sabar nk masuk sekolah..
nk pakai bju sekolah mcm kakak..haih

msuk sekolah,
x sabar je nak masuk U..
leh pakai ape2 aje..
xyah pakai uniform..haih..

msuk U,
ish..bler la nk abes blaja ni..
nota..nota..nota..
exam..exam..exam..
bler la nk keje ni...haih

msuk alm pekerjaan,
kerja..kerja..kerja..
smlm kerja..
arini kerja..
esok kerja..
kn bgus kalo time belajar...haih

itula yg dinamekn manusia..
dpt yg ini mahukan yg itu..
dpt yg itu mahukan yg sana..
dpt yg sana mahukn yg ini semula..

bersyukur dgn ape yg kita ada..
tatkala keluhan itu tiba..
beristghifar la kita..

Allah maha mendengar..
berdoa la agar diberi kekuatan..

Allah maha mengasihani..
berdoa la agar sentiasa dilindungi..

dedicated to myself n those who read this..^_^

p/s: 1st time post sumthing seserius ini...heee..serius x?=P

$$$

As what i had promised before..this is the 2nd episode of my personal stop smoking campaign..

In this episode, we will look upon the cost that have been spent by the smokers..u guys will be amazed...lalala~~

I cited this phrase from The Star Online (29th Oct 2009)

....minimum price for a pack of 20-stick cigarettes would be fixed at RM6.20....

So here we have the minimum price for one box of cigarettes..

let say a smoker smokes a box of cigarettes a day..so he would spent a total of RM6.20/day..

how bout for a month? --> RM186.00

how much he would spent if he smokes for a year? --> RM2232.00

what if he had been a smoker like 20 years? --> RM44640.00

ooooo....wow...this is only for the amount that had been spent for the minimum price of a box of cigarettes..only if he smokes one box per day..

how bout those who spent more boxes per day?????

how bout those who had been smokers like more than 20 years????

the amount will definitely be much2 more higher...

don't they realize that they are actually burning their own money while they smoke?

there's a lot more we can do with that amount of money..

it can be use to pay the deposite for a new car..or renovate the house..or use to start our own business..or help those who in need..or get married..

see..what a waste to burn the money..sigh..

think twice before u light up the cigarettes..is it the pleasure of letting the carbon monoxide entering the lung or a healthy beautiful life with your love one come first..you make the choice..^_^

here..let start keeping our money RM6.20/day (make it less it is your choice)..it won't hurt if they can spend RM6.20 for nothing..why not we keep it for something..

p/s: it is never too late to mend..^_^

curry puff

This post is dedicated to my dear friend...

She went for an interview at Spansion...very near to her neighbourhood (our as well)..

She was told that there will be only ONE interview..yup ONE...

The interview went very well...the interviewer (what so ever) was very keen on her small business of making frozen currypuff (hey..i don't know that..x cter pon..=P)..so she explained A-Z regarding the making of her frozen currypuff (sy nk rs tau!!hee..)...they chit chat..blablabla...(awk x cter ape lg korg sembg so sy wat blablabla je la ek..hehe)

Then the interview end with thank you from both parties (belasah je ni..)..the interviewer asked her to wait up for a sec (pndai je sy ni..hehe)..so she waited..lalalalala~~

Suddenly...

"Excuse me, Mrs who-will-train-u-if-u-get-this-job want to have a word with u", said the secretary..(hehe..)

She was very nervous..a cloud of every-thought surrounded her cerebrum..

"will it be a good news or bad?"

"oh!my 2nd interview?no it can't be.."

"Err..miss..could u please come in", the secretary interrupted..

"Oh..certainly..sorry..'', she replied and headed towards the room of Mrs who-will-train-her-if-she-get-the-job (awk x gtau sy nme dier jgk..hehe)..

In the room,

"i was very interested with your business (frozen currypuff)..could u tell me the process..i think i would like to try some", said the lady with a big smile..

=.=

With a big grin she explained the process..for the 2nd time with the different people..(cpt btol dorg bergosip..hehe)

Few days later, she got a call from the company..she GOT the JOB!!!....

CONGRATZ FARZANA!!!

at last dpt jgk keje kn..dkt lak tu ngn rumah..jeles ok..hehe..well done!!

keje rjin2 ye..gaji 1st blnje sy..jgn lupe..=P

really happy for u..^_^

ni gmbr terbaik kte berdua yg sy ader..ehee..sy x ok pon..tp awk ok..worite la tu kn2..=P

next to do list : bowling jom farzana..^_^

posto2~~

berdebar je td ms posmen dtg..dh la ms tu mmg tgh kt luar..posmen pon bg surat..sape punyer surat la ni...

tgk2..

oh..my name..

eh..from jpa (jabatan perkhidmatan awam)..

tachycardia sekejap..nk bukak td pon cm neves je...

bc2...

sile lapor diri di jpa dlm tempoh 30 hari dr tarikh surat..

laaaa...lapor diri je ke jpa ni...

haih..ter konfius skjp jpa n spa (suruhanjaya perkhidmatan awam)..

but nevermind...

penantian bersmbung lg...

nk tggu abg posmen kt luar lg la esk..heee...=P

FOCUS pleaseeeee~~~

what do u feel when sum1 ask u about antiTB regimen but u cud not ans??

how will u feel when u forget the mechanism of action of the hypertension drugs??

what is in ur mind when sum1 ask the different potency of statin??

how do u feel if don't have even a single idea about the indication of a particular drug??

what is ur feeling when it seems that nothing left in ur brain..u like know nothing about any drugs u had learn before??

Me?

i'll FREAK OUT!!!

oh..this is too much..

haaa...datz more like it...=P

i had a discussion with my friend..


he asked those questions n a lot more..

n i just smiled..like this..

then we continued our discussion..

he explained...i listened n nodded (understanding)..

i asked..he answered...we discussed further...

really..my knowledge is sooooooooooooooooooo little...

and so after i had realized what had happen to my dear ''motherboard''....

i'm now more motivated to STUDY!!!!

yeay!!

thank uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu........

it is true..without experience it is quite difficult to actually master A-Z of the drugs (Ms BNF, Mr KODA and Auntie Ridiculously..u guys will definitely be my besties after this)..

so azilea....please FOCUS on what u plan to do after this..

ganbatte!!!