Monday, June 28, 2010

now only i know..

yesterday i joined my high school gathering..the food were delicious..n the friends were awesome..really had a great nite..chatting n laughing ..update on our current life..stadi mne..dh abes ke..keje mne..all sort of similar questions..hehe..

i even get new update which was supposed to be updated earlier..like 8 years back??=P

the situation : i was talking with my form 3 classmates (I,W & N)

below are the conversation on how the secret revealed..

I: W aku tau cter kau ms pmr dlu..

W: hah2..ko jgn nk cter..snyp2 sudaaa...

I: aku nk cter jugak...korg nk tau x cmne W leh dpt math A ms pmr..pdhal exam2 biase xde la gempak pon..

W : wei..I jgn r..(smbil gelak2)

sy lak confuse dorg ni nk cter ape..while N asik tunjuk2 kt sy je..

I: W tiru azi laaaa...azi dh siap jwp..baik punyer ltk krts jwpn kt tepi meje...

W : ye la wei..aku dh xtau nk jwp..terpksa la..dh nk abes ms kot...tp aku xdpt A pon..B je..hehehehe..

Me : laaa..ye ke..gler ah..hehehehehe...serius x sdar pon bnde tu sumer...hehehehe

now only i know...rupe2nyer sy penah terlibat dlm kes tiru ms exam..ehehehe..

i wonder ape lg secrets yg sy xtau tp dorg tau...hehe..

in future to come...if ader gathering lg..like another 5 years..msti soaln dh tuka jd..ank bpe org..skrg tggl mne..keje cm ne..i wonder how my answers will be like?heeee~~

time fly like the butterfly~~ (ade kaitn ke?hentam saja lah labuuuuuu...=P)

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

i don't have the talent

seronok tgk org2 lain bersuke ria melahirkn idea2 kreatif dorg (skema x ayt?hehe..)..

buat cupcakes..

jhit bju..

main piano..gitar..buat lagu..karang bnde yg best2..

buat beg..

lukis cntik2...

.............arrrghhhhh..bestnyer if ader talent cm dorg..............

terpk..ape talent sy ek?cm xde jek...

uwaaaa!!!!

bosan kot xde hobi..huhu...

dlu2 ms kecik hobi..kumpul setem..kumpul sticker..kumpul kad..segala bnde la nk kumpul..hehe..

emmm...pe ek yg sy leh wat ni??

well...maybe i'm not born to be as creative as them...

but i'm grateful enough to be just me..

thank you Allah

^_^

Monday, June 21, 2010

kisah dulu

sebnrnyer..xde idea pon nk merepek ape kt blog ni..hoho..so mjlis leeya2 semsia telah memutuskn utk mengepost one of my feveret post from my previous blog..this entry was dated on 20th of December 2006..^_^

He truly start my day with the big SMILE...^_^


Mohd Ariff Aiman

i bet u are like figuring out who on earth is that guy???hehe..

actually dis person cheered my morning today..i met him at d park near my house..i was strolling around the park..and he was coming towards me..well..i just give my sweetest smile to him..upon approaching him..he ‘hi’ me..n i ‘hi’ him back of course..after we had passed each other he said ‘bye’..i just smiled and looked back towards him when he asked where am i going..well…just answered as plain as possible that i am heading that way which was that way..hehe..

then i continued my journey which was in the park still..i heard a sound of bike behind me..i turned around and there he was..so cute..with d bike..and his friend..he told his friend that this is the cute girl he saw previously..then he said the same thing to me..as usual i just smiled..=) then i asked his name..he introduced his name and the friend..

i stopped right there and continue on walking..smiling alone..thinking of him..after all he truly had started my day with a smile..thanks ariff..=)

hehe..i think i should tell u the truth about this ariff before other rumors start bout him..=P

he is just a lil boy i met at d park..from what i looked at him..i guess he is only around d age of 6 to 8..still a young cute lil boy..yet very friendly and kind of matured by talking with some stranger to him..how sweet he is..=) never met a boy like this before..hehe..

well that was it..now stop thinking bout other thing k..for my conclusion..everyone should know the true story before predicting anything..and for ariff i wish to meet u again..comel tau dat kid..must be clever too..hehe..

p/s: hey..i got an idea..maybe i can name my 1st son as Ariff Aiman..hehe..tbe2..=P best gak kn..hehe...tenkiu2..=P

nope2..cannot la..rugi la gne 2 nme utk sorg..1st son ariff..2nd son aiman..haaa...more like it..hehe..

Sunday, June 20, 2010

bengkok?

share to show that i care..^_^

took this interesting text from fb notes of a 2nd degree friend..

post kali ini berkait rapat dgn tulang rusuk kite..yup..tulang rusuk..kt dada..yg melindungi organ2 seperti jantung dan paru2..


"Leceh betullah orang perempuan ni. Tegur sikit dah merajuk. Kena pujuk, nasihat lembut-lembut, cakap baik-baik... hai leceh betul. Tetapi kalau dibiarkan menjadi-jadi pulak! Kita punya kerja pun dia nak langgar. Buat kerja ikut semangat, tak pandang kiri kanan lagi."

"Eh, apa yang kau ngomelkan ni Fuad? Siapa yang buat hal kali ni?"

"Staff aku si Lina tu lah. Baru tegur sikit, dah monyok. Hari ni dah tak datang kerja. Susahlah macam ni. Kerja pejabat akan terganggu."

"Entah-entah dia ada hal lain. Engkau belum siasat dah jump to conclusion."

"Alaah... orang perempuan memang macam tu. Kan Nabi pun kata yang orang perempuan tu ibarat tulang rusuk yang bengkok*? Sebab dia bengkoklah orang perempuan suka buat perangai. Kita nak luruskan nanti patah pulak. Kalau dibiarkan terus, makin bengkoklah. Hai susah, susah."

"Jangan cakap macam tu, Fuad. Maksud Hadis tu bukan begitu."

"Eh, kan Hadis itu sudah lumrah diperkatakan? Apa yang tak kena pulak, Naim?"

"Maksud aku begini. Menafsirkan Hadis itu seolah-olah orang perempuan tu memang Allah ciptakan sebagai satu golongan yang "disadvantaged" atau terkurang seperti yang engkau cakapkan seolah-olah mengatakan yang Allah itu berat sebelah. Walhal Allah itu Maha Adil dan Dia ciptakan lelaki dan perempuan itu sama sahaja dari segi kemampuan mereka untuk meningkatkan iman dan menjadi hamba Allah yang bertaqwa. Bengkok yang disebut di dalam Hadis itu bukan bermakna yang mereka itu sentiasa cenderung ke arah melakukan perkara-perkara yang tidak baik."

"Buktinya, apabila Rasulullah s.a.w. datang membawa ajaran Islam, baginda menaikkan taraf perempuan yang sebelum itu dianggap "golongan yang tak berguna" kepada "sayap kiri" kepada masyarakat. Beliau ada memberikan tugas-tugas yang penting kepada orang perempuan, terutama bila kaum lelaki keluar berperang. Sebagai sayap kiri, tentulah mereka diiktiraf seimbang dengan sayap kanan."

"Tapi, memang orang perempuan kuat merajuk. Jenuh kita nak layan dia."

"Merajuk bukan berlaku pada orang perempuan saja. Orang lelaki juga kuat merajuk. Mungkin cara merajuk atau cara `protes` tu yang tak sama. Punca merajuk sebab iman lemah, bukan sebab jantina. "Lagipun, apa salahnya kalau kita tegur orang perempuan dengan berlemah-lembut dan berhikmah. Bukankah begitu tuntutan Islam. Kalau kita marah-marah sehingga mereka merajuk, bukan mereka yang salah, tetapi kitalah yang salah. Entah-entah waktu itu kita lebih`bengkok` daripada mereka!"

"Eh, eh engkau ni. Asyik nak bela orang perempuan aje."

"Aku bukannya nak bela siapa-siapa. Aku cuma nak betulkan pemahaman yang tidak betul terhadap Hadis tu."

"Apa maksud sebenar Hadis tu?"

"Orang perempun yang diibaratkan seperti tulang rusuk yang bengkok itu bukan bermakna satu kekurangan, tapi sebenarnya adalah satu "penyempurnaan" . Sepertimana juga usus manusia yang berlipat-lipat dan berlingkaran itu bukanlah satu ketidakbetulan tetapi begitulah keadaan usus yang sempurna. Bengkoknya tulang rusuk itu kerana ia bersifat `pelindung`. Ia melindungi organ-organ penting di dalam tubuh manusia seperti jantung, paru-paru, hati dan limpa. Kalau tulang kakilah yang diletakkan di dada manusia, sudah tentu ia tidak dapat berperanan sepertimana tulang rusuk yang bengkok itu."

"Oh begitu. Jadi bila Nabi katakan yang orang perempuan itu seperti tulang rusuk yang bengkok, beliau hanyalah hendak memperlihatkan perbezaan peranan mereka berbanding lelaki?"

"Begitulah. Selain itu, maksud `tulang rusuk yang bengkok` itu ialah sifat `rahmah`. Orang perempuan itu sifat semulajadinya penyayang. Perasaannya halus. Kerana adanya sifat-sifat itu, orang perempuan boleh sabar menjaga dan melayan anak-anaknya yang berbagai kerenah. Mereka juga sabar dan tekun melakukan kerja-kerja rumah yang mungkin kepada kita sangat membosankan. "

"Begitu jugalah di dalam masyarakat, orang perempuan sangat sesuai menjadi guru, jururawat, dan apa juga bidang yang dalam kemampuannya. Oleh itu jangan cuba buang sifat "bengkok" ini daripada orang perempuan dengan memberikan mereka tugas-tugas yang tidak sesuai. Kalau tulang rusuk sudah patah, organ-organ yang penting tadi tidak akan selamat."

"Jadi peranan mereka sebenarnya penting. Bayangkanlah betapa besar peranan dan jasa ibu yang menjaga dan mengasuh kita dari kecil hinggalah besar."

"Hmm, betul tu Naim."

"Sebenarnya tiada siapa yang `bengkok` mengikut tafsiran yang engkau gunakan. Bengkok atau tidaknya seorang lelaki atau perempuan itu bergantung kepada iman dan akhlaknya. Orang lelaki kalau tidak berusaha untuk membuang sifat-sifat yang terkeji di dalam dirinya pun akan jadi bengkok juga, malah lebih bengkok dari orang perempuan yang ada usaha membaiki dirinya."

"Baru aku sedar, akulah yang bengkok. Asyik marah-marah dan tidak sabar."

"Memang tidak sepatutnya kita lihat orang lain itu lebih `bengkok` daripada kita. Sebaliknya kita patut sentiasa merasakan yang kitalah yang lebih `bengkok` daripada semua orang lain di muka bumi ini..."


*Sesiapa yang beriman dengan Allah dan Hari Akhirat, maka janganlah menyakiti jirannya dan hendaklah dia menjaga wanita dengan sebaik-baiknya kerana sesungguhnya mereka diciptakan daripada tulang rusuk. Sesungguhnya tulang rusuk yang paling bengkok ialah yang paling atas, jika kamu berusaha untuk membetulkannya kamu akan mematahkannya, jika kamu terus biarkan begitu ia akan terus bengkok. Oleh itu terimalah pesanan supaya menjaga wanita-wanita dengan baik. (Hadis riwayat al-Bukhari no: 4890)

Saturday, June 19, 2010

peace!! (^_^)V


when sum1 give u a good words of advice or support,

do cherish them,

show some gratitude,

even a 2 words of...

THANK YOU

...is good enough,

it brings no harm,

Peace..

Friday, June 18, 2010

T_T

bru je tgk satu video ni..mak suh tgk..and so i watch..

1st impression...alalala..sweetnyer..quite a beauty lady holding a cute kitten..
tajuk video lak cm opposite..eemmmm...

suddenly that the beauty lady transform into a lunatic-super-duper-crazy-women (again i would like to refer as it) stomped onto the helpless kitten..with it high heel it squash the kitten..put the heel into the kitten mouth even the eyes..step onto the kitten lil legs..


i can't watch more..forward to the end of the video..the heel now squashing the head..blood...

T_T

i'm not posting the video here..it was so horrible..huhu..poor kitty.. knpe wujud org x berhti perut cmtu..blh x mule belai2 kitten tu..tbe2 pijak2 like bnde tu ank patung..n blh lak another person record the whole thing...

HELLO!!!

seriously i was very2 mad if that happen in front of me.. huhu.. kalo ye pon xske kucing..xperlu la wat cmtu..leave them alone..huhu..

Dear crazy peoples out there who like to treat animal badly..please do me some favor..
KILL URSELF!!u r acting like u have empty skull..no brain ok!! even animals won't do something as horrible as that... entry kali ni mybe bunyi sgt mrh..mmg sgt..huhu..geram ok.. i'm totally pissed off..huh!


cute kn..i dunno y human can be so cruel..

p/s: please love ur nature..love those creatures..let them be alive..don't torture them..they did not want to harm u or what (would an adult cat do such thing to a human baby)...please..we r human..we have brain..we have mind..we can think... use it..wisely..

i swear to myself..i'm not going to watch such video anymore..it is a trend we called as torture porn..those yg lemah smgt sgt bhy to watch such things (leh jd gila)..thx aisyah for the info..never realize bout that..



Thursday, June 17, 2010

ingatlah org yg tersyg..

''bak mai sebatang'' (tgk la gmbr ats ni..dh xlarat cmtu pon ader ati nk merokok lg..ish3x..that's what we call addiction..hoho)

famous phrase among smokers if u r familiar with them..

i'm not smoking but i'm surrounded by them..huhu..i bet everyone of us do too..

1st let see..the "special" ingredients in cigarettes..

just let the picture do the talking..^_^

y waste on smoking the cigg when they can get free carbon monoxide directly from the car exhaust..
or have a cup of the liquid use as toilet cleaner..we have many brands in the market..even with nice scent..apple,rose..u named it..
or share the arsenic which is use to poison the rats..sharing is caring..


2nd..how bout the effect of inhaling those "precious" chemical?let the video do the explanation...

video

the smoke inhaled by the smokers contain tar (u know those black thick liquid use to make the street of highway)..these tars will of course make the lung as good as new..believe me?u should not..=P
just go n hold some tar..look at ur hand..what happen? it is enough to explain what happen to ur lung..^_^
and of course for smokers the damage would be even greater..

our lung is like two pair of sponge..their nature are being soaky so that we can breath normally..imagine the sponge being dried up..it will hardens right?same things occur to our lung when the smokes get into it..so smokers will end up having a disease such as chronic obstructive airway disorder (COPD) where by they may experience shortness of breath and coughing with phelgm (kahak)..this disease is irreversible..once u have it, bear with it as long as u live..

love ur brain people..yup..brain..smoking will affect the brain too..too much nicotine in the blood may cause blood to be thicken..imagine the blood enter the delicate blood vessel (salur darah) of the brain..more and more of the blood go to the brain..it become congested and congested until they stuck..the surrounding cell of the brain now does not get enough supply of oxygen..the cell die..this condition we named it as stroke..it may lead to paralysis of one side of the body, both side or even death..

is it just that?lung and brain?

nope..there's more..

the eyes..one of our precious sense..so that we can admire Allah's creation..^_^
however, with smoking..it may lead to blindness..based on the video..the blood vessel of the eyes are very delicate..very sensitive..again..smoking may increase blood pressure due to the effect of thick blood..so much pressure needed to push the blood may cause the blood vessel to burst..isn't it great??NO!!

one more gift for the smokers is artherosclerosis..it is a condition where by the insulted blood vessel in addition with the accumulation of cholesterol causes formation of plaques onto the wall of blood vessel..thus reduce the diameter of the blood vessel..when this happen..many consequences may follow..again the blood pressure might increase..the plaques can also be detach from it's origin and move along the blood vessel..it can be stuck at the narrower vessel..if it stuck in the vessel of the heart..TING TONG!heart attack delivery..

here..we can see that it first insult the flow of the blood..as we know our blood vessel distributed all over our body..there's no fullstop for them..thus, cigarettes smoking can harm the entire body system..

spread the words guys..please do stop before it is too late..and please don't even think to start..it do more harm than good..no good at all okay..

last but not least, ingatlah org yg tersyg..^_^

haaa..kn pkcik dh marah tu..tggu ape lg..berenti la..^_^

to be cont~~~ $$$

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

it is not the end..it is just a begining~~

greeting earthlings...

yeah..the famous phrase as what stated as the title..

it happens..

it is true that i have finish the formal study days....

begin by being a chubby-kindergarten student in Tadika Seri Mutiara..wearing a blue skirt (or is it a dress?) running through the recess time with friends..playing hide and seek..eating ''dry biscuit'' (biskut kering daaa..) dipped into light milo (ape ingt coke je ke ader light coke..)..i really enjoyed the days..nothing to worried about..nothing serious to think about..my priority that time was what to play next..happy me..^_^

next i went to Sekolah Rendah Hicom as a start of my school journey..1st day of class..mak and ayah should be available at the window..once i turn to the corner but unable to see them..i started screaming and crying..hehe..what a baby..=P meet new friend as what i remembered, Nadzirah.. she's the one accompanying me during class and recess time..thanks Naz..hope u r doing fine in Ireland..^_^

i moved to Sek Keb Tmn Alam Megah (SKTAM) when i was in standard 2..stayed there till standard 6..the school just a stone throw away from my house..but after 2 days 1 night stay in the school for some activities..i called my mother to picked me up but no one answered the phone..seeing everyone had go back home with their parents...i decided to walk home..yeah..walk home bebeh..it was raining and i was crying..crying in the rain like nobody cares..until i reached home..my mother was just about to get out from the house..shocked looking at her wet-crying daughter..hehe..if only i could wait just for a minute..=P

Sek Men Keb Alam Megah (SMKAM) was destined to be my secondary school up till PMR..here..i learn a lot..i enjoyed the most..even lost someone..Afifa..she met with an accident in Makkah doing umrah with her family (father,mother,sister)..leaving just her mother
alone alive.. i remembered the time where i had this serious stomached in class..she accompanied me walk to her house..as i only can walk as slow as the tortoise..she's there..holding me..i stayed at her house until the evening..thanks fifa..i miss u..i do..al-Fatihah..

MRSM Jasin..oh..my dream come true..i've always wanted to be one of the MRSM student..as to follow Kaknyah's steps..hehe..in the school i learn the hardship of living away from the parents..it was very tortures at the beginning..as usual..tears was my bestfriends back then..every evening when everyone else was playing with their mates..me?well..u can find me at the phone booth..wink2x..after some few months (erm..let add another few months to be exact) the homesick syndrome subside..u can't find me at the phone booth no more in the evening..hehe..oh..i secretly bring along my handphone too..shhhhh (zipped mouth)..

after SPM i went to Matriculation College in N9..1 year full of experience i say u.. 1st sight of the college..''bekas kilang ape lak ni?''..sure it is..hate the place totally at the 1st sight..but people say..if we hate something or some one, one day we will like them so much..hehe..so true man..i love that place..every morning..haze accompanied me as i walked for class..oh..and there's this time no water supply for some days..and we had to wash up at the academic building..1st come 1st serve..the girls conquered boy's toilet (tu la bgun lmbt lg)..cramp syllabus..cramp timetable..cramp time for revision..but i achieved the best outcome..Alhamdulillah..^_^

last but not least..i entered UiTM Shah Alam..being the future holder of B. of Pharmacy, people keep asking me.."sekolah mane, form brape etc'' and there's even this one question..''darjah berape?'' i was like..oh i like that kind of questions..hehe..life in the university was not easy but it was not difficult..so..it was like that..=P be what u are..ask as much as u can..try and try harder..seek and seek further..and u'll get the answer (pe mendenyer??)..whatever it is..i've finished the 4 years-course..Alhamdulillah..

well it is not the end..i still have the PRP life waiting for me..working as real now..i'll be responsible for the patients' medication..collaborating with the doctors, nurses and most importantly my future cliques..will they accept me in their team?can i be as good as them?will i be able to give my thought effectively?only God knows how i feel right now..

p/s: i choose this path...it is written this is my path..He knows better..and this is the best for me..for us..^_^



Friday, June 11, 2010

Lup Dab Lup Dab~~

Greeting earthlings!!!! (hopefully only those earthlings read my blog)

well..as u know which i think u do not know but maybe some of u might have known that my final result for my Bach of Pharmacy had already came out..but unfortunate for me because i'm still unable to check the result...

WHY?

WHY, u ask me?

well..as far as my concern..i'm not really sure how it happens..but i know for sure that UiTM is the largest university in Malaysia..and is occupied with the highest number of student..yaaa..traffic jam..internet jam..server down..and blablabla..

so i decided to check my result a day after the 1st day of the result being posted..which is the 2nd day of course and it is today..

TODAY?

Yeah..TODAY!!

so..early in the morning i woke up..stood up..n quickly rush to Mr. Twinny..click the ON button..waited patiently for Mr.Twinny to wake up..then, i log in to UiTM official website..click to the examination result..my heartbeat goes from 78 beats/min to 90 beats/min and as the loading progress the heartbeat increased to 123 beats/min...the tension started to build up..the nervous me getting even more nervous.....and.......


Taraaaaaa!!!!


Hellooooooooo??tok2..not open?still in process?aiyoooooooo~~~~
and so..the heartbeat lowered back to 77 beats/min...


but then..suddenly..


"u can check the result through the mini transcript"


REALLY???


then, the nervous me go back and log in and click the mini transcript button...at the same time..the heartbeat sprint like nobody cares...while the loading progress as slow as the slowest sloth (oh it reminds me of Sid in the Ice Age..such a funny guy) in the entire universe...

after a long waiting time of loading..at last the loading end with problem loading the page....??

yeah..the patient me keep on refreshing it..and the same as above keep on happening each time of refreshing..yeah2..laugh2..

Dear UiTMers could you please allow me to check my result..i promise after i'll only look a glance at it and quickly log out to allow others..i promise..pity me..T_T

Dear heart, i love you..you pace up when the time needed you to..and relax when i'm relax..thank you for being a part of me..muah2..lots of love..me..^_^


p/s: eventhough it is not so good (the worst ever) but..Alhamdulillah..
thank you Allah..

Status: PRP
(Provisional Registered Pharmacist) in the making..
Hospital: unknown up till now



Saturday, June 5, 2010

Kenapa???

kenapa sy wat blog ni?
sbb sy nk follow kwn2 lain nyer blog...(lg2 blog mcna...i like..^_^)

kenapa sy ader blog tp empty je?
sbb sy xde idea nk ckp psl ape..(kne kawen dlu kot..leh wat blog cm nani..sweet gler ok..^_^)

kenapa org lain leh wat entry yg cm best?
sbb dorg byk idea yg best la..(ooooo...ader gak yg bisnes..cntik beg yg dier jual kalo korg nk tgk siler la ke LADY)

kenapa blog sy itam je?
sbb sy bru je blaja gne blogspot ni..idok ler teman reti..sbb tu sy ske layout blog kaknyah..comel mcm kazen knyh yg amik phrmcy ni..=P

kenapa sy wat entry ni?
sbb sy pon xtau kenapa..korg tau?

kenapa korg bc blog ni?
sbb korg kwn2 sy..kn2..tenkiu shima, farin, emee, farah..^_^

p/s: ape yg sy dpt dr blog ni?sy blaja cm ne nk link kn korg laaaa...^_^